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Words from the Heart

Take a look into what Christina's really thinking...

"The Color of the World is changing day by day."
- Les Miserables


12/08/02
You said you needed me
but feels like you just dropped me
I let you go because I thought it was best
but you ditched me nevertheless
What's going on between you and i
why do I feel like it had all died?
I feel like i'm wasting my time
I'm in the years of my prime.
 
I need a distraction from you
Time to make my life anew
Go and do your thing
figure yourself out
then reevaulate everything.
I need to get away for now
I'll see you soon somehow.
 
You said our love was forever
but I feel like it was maybe a never.
How am I to know for sure that this was all real
Maybe it was all surreal
What's going on between you and me
It this all that was meant to be?
Because I feel fooled by you
You were all I ever held onto.
 
I need a distraction from you.
Time to make my life anew
Go and do your thing
Figure yourself out
then reevaluate everything.
I need to get away for now
I'll see you soon somehow
 
*The mere thought of you consumes me
Make it go away because I'm hurting
Hurts all so much inside.
 
I need a distraction from you.
Time to make my life anew
Go and do your thing
Figure yourself out
then reevaluate everything
I need to get away for now
I'll see you soon somehow.

As I lie in bed, another night alone,

My heart aches, just as much as yours.

I long for your touch every night,

And every day, I wait for your voice.

But so many nights pass without you.

All I pray for is that well soon be together

That is all I think about, you and me.

I know one day, well be together again,

One- just like the nights we do spend together.

When you and I are united as one body.

Thats how well be forever.

082702
lyrics and music by Christina Kim
(G)You say you love me
(C)You would die without me
(G)But you stall and leave me
(C)Hanging by a rope too (D) long
(Am)But not enough to touch the ground
(Em)Where I can feel your arms around
(C)Me and everything we've (D) vowed.
 
(G)Where you off to (Em)now
 (G)Who's she and what's she (C) to you
 (G Can't you let it all just (Am) end
 (D)Our lives are complicated (Em) enough
 (D)I want it easy for (C)once....
 
Come back to my place
Back to my heart's pure grace
She left you in a bad state
Guilt and shame no more to fear
Let her go and find her way
Hear what I've got to say
Cuz no one can love you like I do.

Millions of Miles
lyrics by Christina Kim
music by Peter Lee

VERSE
(Am7) (G) (C) (D)
perfect we were once upon a time
(Am7) (G) (C) (D)
it's how it appears for the first time
(Am7)(Em)(Am7)(Em)
then it fades away
(Am7) (G) (C) (D)
so I'm gonna let you go, you can go your own way

CHORUS
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
I'm millions of miles away from you
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
millions of miles of love for you
(Am7) (Em7) (Csus2w/pinkie)(up2frets)
it's not worth the pain
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
i try and try- but things won't change
(Am7)(Em7) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
so i'm traveling, so far away
(Am7) (Em7) (custom G/C-chord, 2-4 fret slide) X2
so many miles, so far away...

VERSE
(Am7)(G) (C) (D)
you say we should work it out
(Am7)(G) (C) (D)
but i see no effort on your part
(Am7) (Em) (Am7) (Em7)
i am weary now
(Am7) (G) (C) (D)
if you think it's time to quit, you can give it up now


CHORUS
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
Since I'm millions of miles away from you
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
millions of miles of love for you
(Am7) (Em7) (Csus2w/pinkie)(up2frets)
it's not worth the pain
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
i try and try- but things won't change
(Am7)(Em7) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
so i'm traveling, so far away
(Am7) (Em7) (custom G/C-chord, 2-4 fret slide) X2
so many miles, so far away...

BRIDGE
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Em)
Two hearts make love, but there's just one
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Em)
I've given you my whole, you've given me none
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Em)
All I ever needed, was a sense of worth
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Em)
But now this shit, is all you've birthed
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Em)
All my fears have now come true
(Cmaj up 2 frets) to (Cmaj) (Am7) (Em)
I can't forgive you, so farewell....to me and you.....


CHORUS
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
I'm millions of miles away from you
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2)
millions of miles of love for you
(Am7) (Em7) (Csus2w/pinkie)(up2frets)
it's not worth the pain
(Am7) (Em7) (Dsus2) (Csus2) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
i try and try- but things won't change
(Am7)(Em7) (Dsus2)(Csus2)
so i'm traveling, so far away
(Am7) (Em7) (custom G/C-chord, 2-4 fret slide) X2
so many miles, so far away...

© Christina Kim 2002

Where is the Peace

Terror and fear rampant in our streets
Buildings collapse people die
Families broken and loved ones lost
Plethora of emotions-yet there is no word
That can describe the heart of this nation
Anger so ready for revenge
But so much love among our people
Sorrow filled eyes poured out each day
Seems impossible to mend this pain
All wonder, where's the peace?

Things often taken for granted, too many
Our fathers and mothers
Brothers and sisters, friends and others
A life we live day to day, it may end one day
With the blink of an eye, unpredictable times
Guilt overpowers us all
Remorse and the power of uncertainty
Overwhelming and eating away hope
All wonder, where's the peace?

Even when things look impossible to fix
There is hope, there is peace
Find it within yourself, one by one
A great gift, but small to the human eye
God given mercy-seek and ye shall find he says
Look up to heaven and know
He is watching and knows all to come
With suffering comes perseverance, and
With that comes character, finally hope.

Though it's hard to forgive reach out to someone
Love one another and use
For love and hope can bring the peace
We all long and desire- it's not over so soon
God is yet to come so have hope and He will give peace
His immense love is omnipotent
All mighty and all knowing- so have faith
Listen to His songs and words of wisdom
So you will never have to ask, where's the peace.
--Christina Kim 9/16/01

020701
seems like everyone's talking about us
even the fire breaths our names
as we sleep in front of it, as we dream
hold me tight, and keep me warm -
when the fire in the fireplace dies, our fire will still burn
so let's be happy and smile

you bring me this undescribable feeling
feeling of contentness, feeling of satisfaction
completion, my world is now perfect with you
i wish i could forever feel this way, but you're so far
your touch i want to experience,
your words i want to hear
but with you i can wait forever

as long as you think of me
if it's me that you care for
in my arms you want to be in
then i can wait until your arrival
but please, don't keep me waiting for long
because i still need you here

everything is a possibility when we're one
conjoined in our spirits, together by mutuality
wonderful it is just to be yours now and later
no one can get between us, not even the distance
so let's keep our flame strong
and even if the fire in the fireplace dies
i can wait forever for you

Millions of Miles

most relationships are bound to fall apart
many begin swell, and result in tears
is this the case for us- unfortunate
thought we could've been something more

but my heart is millions of miles away from you
i had millions of miles worth of love to share with you
realizing that maybe this isn't worth it
i try and try- but things aren't gonna change
so i'm traveling, so far away
millions of miles away

you say you want to work it out
but i see no effort on your part
i'm getting weary of trying- too tired
maybe it's time to quit- give up now

since my heart is millions of miles away from you
i had millions of miles worth of love to share with you
realizing thatmaybe this isn't worth it
i try and try- but things aren't gonna change
so i'm traveling- so far away
millions of miles away

it takes two people to love, but right now there's only one
i've said the words, but never heard them from you
all i needed to know was that i was worth something to you
but i never heard that from you-
and that's what i'm afraid of...
you don't love me.
so why should i keep trying

because my heart is millions of miles away from you
i had millions of miles worth of love to share with you
realizing that maybe this isn't worth it
i try and try- but things aren't gonna change
so i'm traveling- so far away
millions of miles away

NEW!!
 
6/16/01
lyrics by Christina Kim
Music by Christina Kim
 
VERSE
(F)                                          (G)
Promises were not made to be broken
(Am)                (Dm) 
But that's all you've been doing
(F)                  (G)
Sad thing is, you don't realize
(Am)          (Dm)
The scars you've been creating
(Bb)                               (C)
Open your eyes- do you see what you're abusing
(Dm)                                       (F)                   (G)
You can't leave something this great out in the cold.
REFRAIN
(F)
Don't take me for granted
(C)                             (Dm)
My love is a privilege not a right
(F)
Don't take me for granted
(C)                                        (Dm)                            (Bb)
Or I'll take back everything and you'll be lost again...
VERSE
Your life will be empty without me
You'll be walkin in tunnels of uncertainty
Meandering the lonely streets alone
Then you'll realize just what you've lost
By then it might just be too late
Because you can't leave something this great out in the cold.
(REFRAIN)
Open your eyes, do you see what you're abusing
You can't leave something is great, out in the cold.

©Christina Kim 2002

DUET WITH MAY (original version)

VERSE:
Took me years to find someone like you
Someone who can understand me
Now look at us a pair of perfect two
I hope we will last for all eternity
CHORUS:
From the beginning to the end
You've always been a friend
Even with all the hardships in the past
We've overcome without being too downcast
Each night I pray
That each and everyday
We will be true friends like we are today
VERSE:
A friend like you is hard to come by
With all the mischief and dishonesty
So many people all who lie
Difficult to find someone with quality
CHORUS:
From the beginning to the end
You've always been a friend
Even with all the hardships in the past
We've overcome without being too downcast
Each night I pray
That each and everyday
We will be true friends like we are today

020600
what I hold inside
you will never see
what I feel inside
you will never understand
what I think inside
you will never fathom
the depth of my soul and the contents

how can you judge me
when you don't even know me
you've never lived my life
lived in my house
lived in my head
how can you even start to comprehend

don't even try to
it's a losing case
your each attempt angers me
because you will never reach far
don't jump to conclusions
when you haven't thoroughly observed

my facade is superficiality
I do go deeper within
where you could never be
your kind will not be admitted
your deceit is not forgiven
so leave my sight

your pathetic ways
can't you see
you can judge others
but not yourself
I don't say anything
I let you be who you are

sometimes i hate you
because you represent
everything I'm not
stop looking at me
with those peering eyes
because you will never fully understand

what i hold inside
you will never see
what i feel inside
you will never understand
what i think inside
you will never fathom
the depth of my soul and the contents

050900
my Gratitude, how shall I express it?
the Sacrifices you've made for me
for this day
for this moment
I wholly Appreciate.
nothing I say can suffice to your Efforts
for this day
for this moment

all these Memories, add to our collection
don't ever let them Fade
of this day
of this moment
remember me Always
let's hope (no) - plan
for more days
for more moments

there's nothing much I can Give
how can I repay you?
I offer unto you only one thing I Cherish
my love - may it be with you Forever

I will Love you...
on this day
in this moment

121800
4 days
four days ago it all began
the horror, the nightmares
it's only been four days
feel more like four years
it has been four days too long
there's hope
it's only been four days
enough time left for change
4 days

Don't Be Scared

(refrain)Don't be scared
Cause I am frightened.
You're all I've ever wanted
And I'm afraid.
Fear of losing you
When I never had you.
What you feel
I don't know.
Don't be scared
Cause I'm afraid.


Maybe we were meant to be
Perhaps to be together.
I will never know
Until you tell me
What it is you feel.
I know what I know bout you
My emotions linger for us.
I will never know
Until you tell me.

Do you feel what I feel now?
Spending forever with me
Why are you muted?
Open and tell me.
We can work it out again
It's never too late or too soon.
Please don't be silent,
Open and tell me.

I don't want to be confused
I don't want to be afraid.
I need to know now
What we are to be.
Forever or never so
Answers need to be shown now
I need to know now
What we are to be.

Stars aren't beautiful when I'm not watching them with you
The Ocean isn't refreshing when I'm not swimming with you
Songs are off key when I'm not singing with you
Dance is boring when I' not dancing with you.

So say you'll stay here wtih me
Because you love me so
You blow me away
With all the love you show
So say you'll stay here with me.

Jokes aren't funny when I'm not laughing with you
Smiling is difficult when I'm not smiling with you
Sappy movies make me sad when I'm not with you
Time goes by too slowly when I'm not spending it with you.

So say you'll stay here with me
Because you love me so
You blow me away
With all the love you show
So say you'll stay here with me.

030100
fucked up you are
no clue you have
you?re the walking evil
in our perfect lives
interrupted and destroyed by
your malicious intent
covered by innocence
I knew from the start
revealed to me by your devilish stare
you think you?re the shit
you?re just a dick
hurting everyone- un a un
you don?t deserve to live
die off the face of the earth
do us a favor
leave us forever
playing God
playing with our emotions
trying to fuck us up like you are
sorry, you?re pathetic
not only did you hurt me
made my friends suffer
it?s time you realized
you matter little
care for you
now we have none
we tried hard to accept you
until you deceived us
the devil, you are
so be eternally gone
burn in your own fire
or in the lake of sulfur
even subtlety you don?t possess
your conspicuous ways are pitiful
you?ve lost your final battle
fucked up you are
no clue you have
you?re the walking evil.

I Can't Catch You
(by Matt Slocum)

I guess you can say I'm a little afraid
What if you go away?
I've seen it before, I've been here before
If I have to love myself, tell me how to love myself.
What's there to love myself?
I just want to see that as a person you want me.
But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way,
and I'm thinking you're just gonna run away,
and I can't catch you.

I guess I would say that I want you to stay
Cause you have this strange knack,
Adds a glow to my black as you chase it away.
And I hope that you can see I will someday leave these things
I am waiting to be free
But I am feeling the pain of all these bags in the way
I just keep thinking you're just gonna run away
and I want to catch you.

121600
The world is spinning
Moving fast without me
I am stuck here in constant fear
Afraid of the truth
Earth knows of me
As it rains slowly
Raindrops hitting the ground
Accompanying my pain song
Forgotten what it is like to smile
What it is like to be safe
I wish the world would slowdown
It can help me
But the world is spinning
Moving fast without me

Will You Look at Me?

(refrain)Will you look at me
And tell me what you see?
Will you look at me
And tell me what you see?
What you see
Should be what you want,
What you see
Should be what you need.
When you look at me
Do you see what you want to see?


Come to me
And just hold me,
Whisper things in my ear
That you love me.
Heaven is us,
Angels sing love songs.
Come to me
And just hold me.

Talk to me
Sing me sweet songs,
Take my hand and show me
What we are now.
I'm your treasure,
You're my diamond ring.
Talk to me
And sing to me.

Touch my face
And kiss my lips,
Lift up a sweet love prayer
So we can love.
Our eyes tell
The same love story.
Touch my face
And kiss my lips.

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